Sadie…I don’t know what to do. I haven’t eaten in 5 days. Only drinking water and coffee in the mornings. I don’t have Anorexia, but I’ve started starving myself because I want my mommy and (when adult my college professors) to love me more. Mama is long distance, and I just want to be pretty for her. She loves me and is really nice…but I don’t love me. Maybe if I turn pretty & skinny I will love me and they won’t leave me…what should I do? Mama doesn’t know I’m doing this…

Sadie: 

Okay I’m on mobile so I’m not going to be able to hold and highlight the way I want but for FUCK’SAKES, EAT! 

Look. I know the hardest thing in the world to do is live yourself (like goddamn, I fucking loathe myself) but the first place to start is ‘fakeit til you make it). PRETEND to love yourself. Act like the sun shines out of your ass and you shit gold. 

I have no doubt your Mommy loves you. Your professors, honestly, don’t fucking matter. Not in the long run. Fuck’em. 

I know I’m being hard. I might lose you and other followers. Don’t care. You just need to fucking EAT because if you’re going to starve yourself like that just to be skinny, the only benefit your gonna have is fitting into a smaller coffin. 

Just go eat. 

As promised! Daisies fast asleep with pink tips and then daisies waking up and then daisies wide awake! Is like magic! 😀

*gasp* They do s’eep! I ha’ffa show Da’yee tha’d f’owers s’eep!!