crashageplay:

Hi Everyone!

Whew~ It’s been a long time since I posted !!

I really want to talk about CAPCON. Obviously, I loved it, but at first there was a bit of uncertainty on whether I’d actually go. For the last few years I’ve struggled with depression and body image issues. So the closer the calendar got to CAPCON the more nervous and self-critical I became. However, I told myself that no matter how felt about myself I wasn’t going to let my friends attending down. I also couldn’t have done it without their support and encouragement @squeakpigsrevenge Let me tell you… IT WAS SOOOO WORTH IT!!! I had an amazing time at CAPCON!! The trip was one of the best experiences that I’ve ever had as a little. I loved my entire time in Chicago!! It was pretty life changing. I got to see my friends @peter-punkin-eater @sadieandmo @bbk2012 , get spankings @cherrymommy , and got to play with the coolest toys. I want to thank everyone I met at CAPCON, you guys were great… but there is an extra special thank you in my heart for the CAPCON staff @chicagoageplayers !!

I just want to tell y’all to please not let your body image issues or anxieties keep you from wonderful experiences. I still struggle everyday, but I’m so grateful that I went through with my trip. The picture above is me from CAPCON: tall, chubby, and bearded. Flaws and all, that’s me. And while I’m not entirely happy with the man in the mirror, I’m not going to let those thoughts keep me from living my life and neither should you.